miserable

YES...all the thing became miserable
sometimes i wish won't to be there
but i don't have a good reason

Dear ALLAH,
what should i do???
[ILI SYAQILAH....don't be despair! HE always by your side]
huhuhu....sy kena KUAT
walau apepun terjadi
sy akan cuba menjadi SUPER GIRL
Dear ALLAH,
please guide my way

hopefully..all the thing disappear
OUT from MIND
hahaha...seems you try running away again
[pardon???]
okey...forget it!!!

life at K.M.C

all are different...PEOPLE,SITUATION and the mostly my new "WORLD"

this is a part from my new ''WORLD''.

kemerepekan kejelasan!!!

.............The next paper will be held on 10am.......

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim...

tangan dan otak memulakan tugas mengoperasi ayat2 yang panjang untuk jawab soalan paper writing...huahuahua dah lama seh x menAYAT n memBODEK examinner!!!

x pe..hentam jek aq tulis ape yg terkeluar from my freeze head..ahakz!!!

almost 20 minute...jawab soalan 1

huhuhu

giler bBBBUhsan x taw nak menAYAT ape lagi

then i turn to question 2

that is.....

[tercengaaaaaaaaang aq tengok question 2 paper writing!!!]

auwwwwwwwwwwwww.....muka aq almost nak berasap sebab giler panas

mampuih...pergh mereng punya SOALAN

aduih...camne la org penggubal soalan 2 bley terfikir nak buat soalan kejadah 2

wallleeeeeeeeehhhh....credit to people those get a lot of idea

and seriously i'm desperately don't have an idea to threw up onto the paper

mama and ayah....should both of you arrange my further life for the better????

T___________T

gagaga.....annoying answer has made: YOU should!!!

why?why?why?

giving you bright smile

[senyum COLGATE]

and at the end...my opinion was 99.9% support for that question

i really don't know why

hohoho....nightmare story..perhaps???

so, i'm just hoping that my result will pass

good luck ili

may ALLAH bless both of you!!!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MAMA AND AYAH..may ALLAH bless both of you.

almost 23rd years both of you become my gorgeous and greatest parents.

to AYAH :

thanks a lot for all those thing ayah already sacrifice buat kami 6 beradik. even kami 6 beradik banyak cekadak dan macam2 benda2 pelik yang kami mintak tapi u still support kami. kami sayang ayah

to MAMA :

you are the BEST!!! BEST MOMMA!!! hikhikhik...love u so much..mmuaxxxxxxxxx*_*!!!

mama...even kitaorang nakal dan keras hati tapi mama still layan kitaorg punya kepala yang agak2 senget belaka...even hati mama sakit sebab kitaorang..mama still backup and amek taw pasal kitaorang.

even kitaorang pernah jatuhkan airmata mama, tapi mama still mampu tersenyum bila cite pasal kitaorang kat oang2 yang agak busy body nak taw ape puncanyer. 

heartless???

"tipulah x da BF meh??"

"have you already taken by someone??"

"dik, BF orang mane??"

actually banyak lagi question yang based on perkara-perkara seperti ITU!!!

hurmm.....bile kita fikir2 balik..x salahkan kalo kita still x da lagi atau tidak mempunyai seorang yang istimewa dalam hidup

[ahakz....ayat yang penuh ketatabahasan]

pelik ke kalo somebody x da yang special lg??

kuno sangat ke, kalo x da yang special??

haila.............[action:sambil tergaru2 kepala yang tidak gatal!!!]

actually...dan sebenarnya[husih..cik ILI uit itu maksud sama meh!!!]
huhuhu...myself and I, mmg dah malas nk fikir pasal itu!!! bg aq, kalo ada CINTA, ia akan muncul dengan sendirinya, x perlulah kita mencari-cari CINTA yang x pasti dan finally buat MENGECEWAKAN DIRI SENDIRI jek...bukan aq x sudi untuk mencari..tapi aq masih dalam pencarian mencari CINTA yang didambakan oleh setiap manusia yang bergelar muslim. sesungguhnya aq sangat pasti bile kita menyerahkan seluruh CINTA kita terhadap ALLAH..DIA(ALLAH) pasti akan menganugerahkan CINTA terhadap kita. bukan maksud disini berserah pada takdir..dan bukan begini dialog yang akan berbunyi

"apelah nasib aq..orang semua asyik bergayut aq nie asyik terconggok tengok diorang gayut"
"dah nasib badan..x da orang yang nak!!! apakan daya..xkan nak wat promotion diri kot kat facebook"
[pergh...giler arkh kalo ada orang sanggup wat camni..hush]

hahaha....bengong giler ayat2 cam 2!! too desperate meh[opsss!!!terlebey sudah]
ili mengaku b4 nie pernah masuk bab2 yang ala2 jiwa karat x ingat
giler puya sakan..last2 end of point or story the relationship was stop at the middle!!!
that was my 1st "CINTA MONYET"
then after that..i really scared too fallen in LOVE again!! and right now i'm really comfortable with my status and my life..why i said like that!!! because the thing that i really hate so much was terminate in my life temporary..yeay!!![peace for me]

bukan ili x sudi..menerima kasih dari seseorang tapi ili percaya yang sememangnya ALLAH memang dah tetapkan dan jadikan seseorang untuk ili
ili yakin dan percaya pada ketentuan ALLAH!! dan hanya masa yang akan menentukannya disamping berdoa terhadap-NYA
right now i'm already entering extremely part in my life..i need to learn about life and manage life properly too become better, not as perfect much!! because i know nobody was perfect since their born.
and please give myself and i chance too become the most perfect lady..i wish so!!

so...DON'T FIND LOVE, LET's LOVE FIND YOU!!!

lemah???

am i able to be work independently??

sometimes felt like very STUPID and felt like "Katak Bawah Tempurung" 

oohh....rase cam nak ketuk jek kepala ngan kasut cap KUNG FU!!! 

ngeh2x....but i wont able to do that!! 

haish....my life was running too badly!! why?? i'm saying such a nonsense thing!!!

why? why? why? [psst...RAHASIA] 

myself and i only know that situation T____T

and only i can said to myself

"ILI SYAQILAH...orang yang sabar disayangi ALLAH---[ahakz...the word look very familiar(^_^)], but am i able to stand in that position???"

kadang2 rasa cam nak nanges pun ada..huhuhu

kenapa yeph??? it just a part of norm to be matured and be more open to others[?..am i the person look alike??]

huhuhu....teringat apa yang AYAH cakap

"ambil nie sebagai satu PEMBELAJARAN dan PENGALAMAN, walaupun KILA tak suka!! tapi yang penting ILMU yang KILA dapat tu"

betol ape yang AYAH cakap...NURSING is learning, everyday we learning from each others to become an excellent health-care provider, we are not talking based on logical thinking or just like an emptying tin but we are talking based on fact or research and also use our common sense to provide the best service.

alright..have to go

salam sayang

hang li li'89

hello..hello..

..fuh...fuh..fuh..

[proses membuang habuk-lap,cuci and sebagainya..hehehe-ili SENGET!!!]

wargh..feel sad to my 'dear' habis berhabuk ko!!!

k..next time if i've free time 

i'll update you 'dear'

mmuaxxxxxx

[hahahaha]

giler lama x blog-ing!!!

lama la..since broadband kena pancung

akibat tak bayar HUTANG

hehehehe

now..time updating about my life

[updating + ber'dating'---whatever..lalalala]

life as a _ _ _ _ _ it's quite adventure and sometimes rasa cam nak quit jek dari profession nie

but you have to be S.A.B.A.R

why?? the question cam nampak remeh jek tapi sebenarnya meaning dia giler dalam

everyday korang kena facing _ _ puya mood yang ala-ala macam mood disorder jek ili rasa.

if mood baik..wargh selamatlah korang!!! kalo x..alamatnyer

a biggest 'SMILE' i gave to you...hahaha

[P/s:phm2 jek r maknanyer 2]

bukan niat nak wat ketupat dekat dalam blog nie tapi reality

 [sedapnyer mkn ketupat...nyummmy!!!]

since i already work..rasa hidup nie macam lebih byk kat surrounding tempat keje

sometimes rasa cam nk wat umah kedua tempat keje 2

hahaha

[maukah KAMUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!]

k..actually nk membebel banyak2 tapi have to go!!!

k chioiwz...

salam sayang

hang li li'89